Accepting Krishna..
Krishna was always in front of me but I closed my eyes so tightly that I couldn't realize my eternal relationship with Him. I am thankful to my parents because watching them serving God was very helpful in developing my relationship with God. They are devotees of Lord Shiva. I imitated them without knowing what it means to serve God. For years I served Lord Shiva. I was dedicated and loved visiting temple in the morning before going to school and college. But Krishna was nowhere near me. Still I circumambulated Govardhan Hill for the first time when I was 10, without knowing its significance. But I enjoyed it and I was very happy. I was proud to complete it..hehe..I know it was childish.. Again I circumambulated it when I was 16-17. This time I tried to know more about Krishna but just out of curiosity. I was not interested in becoming His devotee. When I was in my final year of college I started blaming God for my sufferings. I stopped visiting temple. Almost for a year...