My life with Lord Krishna

  Today this body got 33 years old, In illusion of Maya, I blissfully celebrate this day with my folks, Not realizing that its getting older,  & my time with it is waning fast. Uncertainty of life is the truth of our existence, so eventually it will become a part of dust  & the name given to it will be lost in time. This made me think, Who am I? Is someone who will be nothing in a while? 'NO' is the answer I got from the Lord, You are not this body but a soul,  Soul is unborn, ever-existing, undying & eternal. Fortunately this journey will not end ever, The bong I share with my loved ones will remain forever, We all will meet at the abode of my Lord, which is a place of pure love, peace & joy.    

Love is a CHOICE. I cannot force myself or anyone to love. Krishna has given this freedom to me. Krishna is complete in Himself, He doesn't need anything still He gave me opportunity to share loving relationship with Him.   I am His eternal companion. My soul is meant to love Krishna but out of Love, He gave me freedom. He doesn't force me to love Him. That is true love when you don’t force anyone to love or to do anything according to your wishes. Whatever we choose, it is going to have some consequences. If we choose not to love Krishna then it is against the nature of our soul. Now if it is not Krishna then it has to be someone or something else. So to direct our love in something else, Krishna created this temporary material world (See how generous He is, we chose not to love Him still He created this material world so beautifully and gave us everything that we need). Here we make temporary relationships to satisfy our quest for love. Ephemeral things can neve...

I desire to be with Krishna. I desire to be the reason of happiness for Krishna. I desire to make this world a beautiful place for Krishna. I desire to get free from ‘I’ ‘Me’ 'Mine’ for Krishna. I desire to be truthful, loyal and selfless for Krishna. I desire to lessen the pain of living beings for Krishna. I desire to follow as well as break the rules for Krishna. I desire to completely surrender to Krishna. I desire to chant the Holy name of Krishna. I desire to explore this universe with Krishna. I desire to do what Krishna wants me to do. I desire to distribute the love of Krishna. I desire to have strength and patience to improve myself for Krishna. I desire to paint, write, cook, sing and dance for Krishna. I desire to look beautiful for Krishna. I desire to feel sacredness of Krishna and every soul that I am surrounded by. I desire to surprise Krishna and myself by loving Him beyond my imagination. I desire everyone to be with K...